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    EP.325 It is easy to forget grace, but it is difficult to forget resentment.

    By nature Cheong is the type of person who thinks it is much more comfortable to deal with adults.

    In Cheong’s opinion it is much more comfortable to deal with someone similar to someone who is superior to you rather than someone who is similar to you.

    Even if the superiors are kind and friendly they slowly open their hearts and become happy. I wonder if there could be a person with whom they would be more comfortable than this.

    But this time my steps are heavy.

    It’s not easy….

    First of all there is no doubt that she is the biological mother.

    It’s a primitive barbaric ancient central plain so just like the hometown of the Qing Dynasty if you roughly cut off some hair and send it to me a few days later bam this child is yours! It doesn’t just conveniently say “I’ll let you know in 30 seconds.”

    However since there is already a message in the mission window saying “Know your roots” it must be the woman who gave birth to this body.

    But what should I do?

    What if there really is such a thing as a soul?

    If I had known what kind of person Princess Yeonsul was when she was alive I would have judged her somehow.

    If she was a dutiful daughter who said she would ask for her daughter to care about her mother even after she passed away she could do that for the sake of the deceased.

    But what about the other way around?

    If you are a person who grinds your teeth thinking that that bitch is not only stealing my body but is also tricking my mother into eating it.

    And in fact Cheong’s reluctance is closer to the latter.

    What if the original ritual was successful?

    Because of my intervention the real Princess Yeonsul went to the afterlife whether in the sky or underground or the signaling system of a brain with a certain personality disappeared from the earth.

    So pretending to be friends in the first place is actually a very guilty and embarrassing thing.

    Moreover let’s say she pretends to be her daughter like that.

    What happens if the situation changes later?

    What if the fake Princess Yeonsul in the imperial palace was actually real and the fortune had gotten caught somewhere dropped or disappeared on her own?

    Then wouldn’t I be the only one who is a fraud and if the Empress deposes I would be guilty of high treason?

    Cheong usually runs away at times like these.

    What’s wrong with running away?

    If you can’t do this or that you have to step down.

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    But this is my home where can I run away?

    So I kept moving my steps which were getting heavier until I finally reached the guesthouse.

    A man in the doorway in the exact posture of a eunuch with his hands hidden inside his opposite sleeves catches my eye.

    It felt a bit strange to see a man inside the priest’s gate but seeing him enter confidently it seemed like the eunuch was treating him as neither a man nor a woman.

    hmm. So if you remove the pepper you can go to both Shaolin Temple and Amifa?

    and. I really don’t envy you. I don’t envy you.

    Cheong thought it was rude and looked at some kind of Taegam so-and-so asking who he was.

    Without knowing it Manli-hyeong the inspector of the state of affairs looks at Cheong and bows his head deeply and slowly.

    It seemed like he was going to lose his head so it showed a lot of respect and admiration.

    Then without saying anything he just smiled with a friendly smile so I thought he meant to tell me to come in quickly.

    Cheong then took off his shoes and easily climbed into the guest room and entered the hallway.

    Even though the size of the VIP guest rooms in the middle of the country is different the structure is similar with the largest room at the end of the hallway hosting large guests a room for guests on the right side of the hallway and a few small rooms on the left for servants.

    So the two palace maids in front looked at the sound of the door opening and then suddenly their eyes widened and their pupils vibrated wildly.

    Should I say the emotion contained therein? What kind of affection? As emotions such as happiness rush in Cheong becomes even more embarrassed.

    “This is Seo Mun-cheong a disciple of Mama Girl’s Shinnyeomun. “I decided to take care of my mother during the ancestral rites so I am offering my greetings to you like this.”

    -okay? So do you think we will see each other for a long time to come? Come in here. Let’s have a cup of tea.

    “Then I’ll raise the car.”

    -no. Will you come as my guest and serve my master’s family? I personally brought the children who help me so please don’t mind the disciples of the priestess and come inside.

    “yes.”

    So after taking it to the VIP room I see a lady sitting leaning diagonally on a wide chair with red cushions on either side resting her elbow on her folded leg and resting her chin on her chin.

    Last time when I thought about her extreme motherly nature I thought she would run up to me and hug me and make a fuss but surprisingly she was so indifferent to Cheong that she didn’t show anything special.

    I thought so.

    widely. As soon as the maids outside close the door the Empress rushes in as if she were about to be launched.

    hmm. Should I adjust it a bit first?

    It seemed like it would be a touching moment of mother-daughter reunion so I had to give it to Cheong. I prepared to open my arms wide and accept it.

    “omg.”

    Cheong was shocked.

    The Empress who rushed in like that did not embrace Cheong but instead grabbed Cheong’s front cover with her rough hands almost tearing it off pushed down her breast cover and grabbed her breasts.

    “Mom if you do this.”

    “Whew. The dream wasn’t a dream. It wasn’t a dream. “It wasn’t a dream…”

    Fortunately it seems that he didn’t have any dark intentions like Dannan’s but just wanted to check the double mole hidden under his chest.

    Perhaps after seeing it with her own eyes the Empress became helpless and stumbled so Cheong had no choice but to urgently hug her and support her.

    “My daughter. “My flower pig.”

    “Flower pig…?”

    Flower Pig is the most affectionate nickname in Jungwon meaning it is treated as chicken meat.

    It may have originated from the habit of the Central Plains people who cherish little pigs and then eat them when they are fully grown but in fact the reason is not clearly explained.

    Although there was a clear explanation it may have become an old habit and burned down under the red flag of the new era.

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    Either way this time the Empress begins to grope Qing’s face.

    I rub my cheeks and comb my bangs to reveal my bright forehead and I also run my fingers along the curved bridge of my nose.

    Cheong didn’t know what to do with that tender expression of affection.

    and. this. The burden is really no joke.

    “Sweetheart why don’t you look happy when you see this mother? Even after sending you away this mother wondered if it was just a dream she had out of longing. Maybe she saw something in vain while drawing you. Maybe she really became a crazy person. Even if she became a mad person it would be nice if she could see you hold you and touch you again. Yes. huh?”

    Affection is heavy! It’s really heavy!

    The color drained from Cheong’s face.

    It was fortunate that the Empress had not conceived because she was naturally transparent and clean and had a white face because if the Empress had found out she would have been greatly offended and heartbroken.

    Now you have to decide on your posture just right.

    Should I fawn over her treat her as warmly as possible and pretend to be her daughter?

    or not.

    “mama. I am truly sorry but I have no memory of the time before the girl fell ill and now she has left this world as a disciple of a Taoist monk. “Already from the princess.”

    Cheong was speechless.

    What already? Dead? left? Nothing in the world?

    “How can you say such vulgar things? No matter what anyone says you are my daughter. Even if everyone in the world says no she is my daughter. The more I look at it the more I realize she is my daughter. How can you say such things? Memories can come back and no they don’t have to come back forever. Even so this mother is a mother.”

    “But you too will encounter a very strange person later on while the girl waits on you.”

    “I am your mother who recognized your beauty even after it had blossomed. What is unfamiliar? “I would recognize you as Sohal just by seeing your lower lip twitching in difficult and difficult times.”

    That’s just a coincidence.

    It’s a habit I’ve had since before I left the world but the original owner of this body also did it so why should it overlap?

    However the princess is a princess and Cheong is a stranger who left his roots in a different land including the foundation of his life and values.

    So Cheong thinks why not wait on him and be with him closely?

    If that happens the Empress will eventually have no choice but to accept that her daughter and Seo Wen-cheong are different people.

    I thought…?

    why? Why?

    “Why do I feel bad inside? Why are you pretending to touch the food like that? The fried eggplant here is just to your taste right? ruler. “Don’t worry and eat a lot.”

    “Well it’s my preference. how?”

    “How? “I wonder if the mother doesn’t even know what her daughter likes to eat.”

    And then he calls out the names of the dishes one after another.

    what?

    Why do the princess and I have the same taste in food?

    However Cheong was quickly convinced.

    Originally I didn’t like sweet things that much over there but when I came here I couldn’t eat sugar so much that I became like a dead ghost.

    They say that the sense of taste is also due to genes so I wonder if my taste in food would have changed that way since my body became like this.

    “If you tell me to eat a lot…”

    “Your body has been so strong since you were young that your father that damned bastard has been making you grow as long as a bamboo and has been scolding you so much that you have to eat it all. So why can’t I recognize that they are not eating the way they normally eat and that they are just gnawing on food?”

    “It’s not like that it’s the way to eat like a beautiful woman that my teacher taught me…”

    “The lady is so kind. However this mother is happy just looking at you happily eating. She is full so don’t do that for no reason and eat as much as you want.”

    “The way I eat may seem a bit noble to you.”

    “How can it be noble to see a daughter eating? “Don’t be reluctant.”

    You even say this.

    And now that I think about it she looks like a princess only if she is beautiful and shows off her pretense.

    I also showed you the original appearance of Seomuncheong.

    As Cheong changed his posture and began to eat heartily the Empress’s expression was so sad that she even had tears in her eyes.

    “Look. “It’s so similar so how can you say it’s not?”

    It was said that Princess Yeonsul was like this shoving a large amount of food into her mouth and chewing it until her cheeks exploded.

    And then?

    “Now that you’ve eaten you should lie down right? “Come here.”

    “Huh. “Did Princess Yeonsul lie down after eating?”

    “So you probably didn’t grow up this well. Several court ladies ripped off their skirts because of our flower pig. “I thought that if I lie down and sleep right after eating I will become voluptuous like you.”

    Thus while serving Empress Mama Qing learned more and more about the woman named Princess Yeonsul.

    Is it just me?

    What kind of princess’s behavior is no different from the author’s outburst and while she’s vulgar and manly she flaunts this and that and sprinkles frivolity?

    It is said that he even had an outstanding talent for music remembering all the tunes he heard once and playing them whether on the gold or the flute.

    As far as I can tell the only difference was the writing.

    So the Qing came to a conclusion.

    The Empress is in a bit of a bad condition.

    Not a little but a lot.

    Because does it make sense to say that even the bad habits that Qing brought with him from his hometown were the same?

    What kind of princess sneaks off her underwear because it’s stuck on her body?

    The Empress missed her daughter so much that it seemed like no matter what I did she seemed to be her daughter’s wife.

    And rightly so.

    Ever since the return of the fake Princess Yeonsul the empress had grown thinner by the day due to suspicions based solely on a certain intuition that she was not my daughter.

    Isn’t this a woman who has been in her fifth year over four years of having doubts alone and pretending not to know without showing it?

    Even if he had to admit it his hometown in Cheong would have just called it paranoia and left it as a mental illness.

    So the Empress is out of her mind…

    In fact that makes me even more reluctant.

    Wouldn’t that be like invading a mentally ill person and pretending to be a fake?

    I don’t think I should do that even for the real Princess Yeonsul.

    So we must keep our distance and let them know that Princess Yeonsul no longer exists in this world and that Seo Mun-cheong a complete stranger exists here.

    Cheong made up his mind like that.

    A month and a half passed like that.

    And sincerity was bound to prevail in the end.

    It may be short but since we are always together the time spent together can be said to be a long time and the effort is added so the sincerity is conveyed.

    So what can you do?

    Now I have no choice but to accept it.

    That is how the Qing fell.

    To Cheong who was hungry for affection the Empress’s affection was so large and infinite that it was so overwhelming that it was impossible to avoid it.

    “ah.”

    The Empress thrust a grape into Cheong who was lying on his thighs with his mouth open.

    As Cheong mumbles the Empress’s palm sweeps Cheong’s cheek once and then touches the corner of Cheong’s mouth to support it.

    Then a shell popped out from Cheong’s lips and fell into the Empress’s hand.

    Anyone who sees this will ask “What kind of blasphemous behavior is this?”

    And the same is true even if this woman who feeds and receives so much is not the empress but the mother of the Yeo Yeom family.

    It was a sight that made one wonder what kind of immoral act this was.

    But what? Mama wants it.

    Am I doing this to make myself comfortable? Everyone seemed to think this was putting Mom’s mind at ease and she was smiling brightly.

    If you find peace of mind by sacrificing yourself wouldn’t this be a good thing?

    It’s clear that Princess Yeonsul who went first will understand everything when she sees that expression.

    From what I heard before she got sick she was like a fairy with a silken heart and loved by everyone but her behavior had some serious flaws.

    After getting sick he became very vicious and although his behavior was calm and he lay down sick it seems like there was a flaw in his heart.

    However because she had such a beautiful heart before it is said that she got a lot of sympathy wondering what she would do if she was in so much pain.

    Of course since this is the opinion of the mother empress we may have to filter it out a bit.

    So I hope Princess Yeonsul will understand.

    Cheong like a four-year-old snotty dog and the most honorable woman in the world the mother of the nation who is in charge of all kinds of help is not comfortable or more precisely not very comfortable.

    To be honest it’s a bit convenient…

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