I Am This Murim’s Crazy Bitch – 258



[Episode 258] The appearance of a divine dragon

Large water droplets began to form in Gongsun Yaoye’s deer-like eyes.

It seemed like it was sticking together and not falling off but eventually it fell off along the curve of my face.

Then large teardrops pour down like a rain shower.

“sometimes. No at almost all times I wanted to get rid of everything and just live like an ordinary woman but I still held on for my long-cherished wish but how did I do that? “They trampled on it so mercilessly…”

It seems like something has really touched me.

Yeokrin means inverted scales and it is said that a dragon has only one scale on its chin that hangs in the opposite direction.

Even if a dragon has reached the limit of patience through tens of thousands of years of training in the Imoogi the moment it is touched it cannot hold back its anger and reaches extreme rage. Even if he becomes corrupted and becomes a monster he becomes an enemy of Cheolcheonji who wants to kill him.

This is what it means to touch a vice.

And the vice of Gongsun Yaoye was being ignored as an unmanned person.

Gongsun Yaoye’s life consisted solely of times spent training as a warrior.

Therefore being looked down upon as a single warrior was perfectly consistent with ignoring Gongsun Yaoye’s entire life.

Cheong was greatly embarrassed.

Why why are you crying? Is this something worth crying about?

“yes. wait for a sec. Just calm down for a moment. huh? “Should we take a deep breath for a moment?”

“That kind of thing-”

“ruler! this!”

Cheong was about to explode again but he shouted loudly to silence him.

Then he put the box in my hand.

“Snap. Stop crying. Now this. It is said that it is good to take elixir when the innate vitality is damaged. “Did I bring it specially for you?”

“There’s no need for this-”

“Uh-hui. Is that a grand illusion? The Great Hwandan of Shaolin Temple. You know? “It’s not like this.”

At that the politeness remained.

Of course because it was a time when I was crying profusely I heard a sob and a reflexive inhalation from my spinal cord.

“Great welcome party? Are you kidding me? Or is it really a great hwandan?”

“It’s really a great show. Ambassador Muhak personally took care of it.”

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“Why did Ambassador Muhak…”

“When I told Seon Cheon-jin that I had a friend who was hurt he willingly gave it to me. It’s not like I just got my hands on something with difficulty. “Don’t be too burdened.”

At that Gongsun Yaye’s spirit flashed.

I felt like I was doused with cold water.

“You’re giving me this? “Even though it’s so precious it’s not enough…”

“Is that why you accepted it in the first place?”

Gongsun Yaye gained great enlightenment from him.

To this man not only the military association but all the riches and honors of the world are nothing special. do.

Speaking of Daehwandan it is a treasure worth an extra life so even if it is known that you have it your life can be threatened.

This is someone who can take it out and hand it to me so casually. Because the lifespan of a friend is more precious than such a treasure.

Since they probably didn’t pay much attention to Bimukhae in the first place how sad it must have been to hear that they were using Seoncheonjingi for Bimuhui.

Therefore Gongsun Yaoye’s tantrum which exploded like gunpowder ended up blowing up his own house.

And after that I felt endless shame.

“Uh that. Preface Soger? sorry. Because I said something harsh. What should I do? I guess I never deserved to be a friend in the first place. Preface Sojeo treats me like this but I have doubts. How can we be friends in the first place? I’m a bitch who doesn’t even deserve to be a friend-”

“Oh hey friends often fight with each other right? hmm. Actually I thought I felt sorry for Ye. But that’s not why we became friends. “So you can be friends with all the poor people in the world?”

“No I’m like this I don’t have any friends. I’m sorry I’m sorry…”

“No I said it’s okay.”

Even after Cheong he continued to soothe Gongsun Yaoye who was trying to dig into the ground.

In fact Gongsunyaoye’s outburst has already occurred three times. He is normally calm but when he gets hot he gets angry and explodes.

The second time when Cheong handed over the hairpin.

This is the third time.

And the first one was to the members of the Bonghwanghoe who had been playing the role of a bitch with a very harsh remark at the Yongbong branch before Cheong came.

All you’re doing is pathetically pretending and all you’re doing is seducing men and all. I don’t even know if this is an exchange meeting for warriors or a gathering for courtesans you pathetic bitches! do.

The members of the Bonghwanghoe did not treat him as someone who lacked politeness and politeness for no reason such as being territorial.

Anyway Gongsun Yaye was completely broken down with regret embarrassment and fear.

It was quite some time before Gongsong Yoye who had begged for forgiveness almost like a high treason criminal calmed down.

“I can’t take this. I am grateful in my heart but it is not a treasure I can afford. You know the preface right? “They say treasures you can’t afford will bleed.”

“Then can’t I eat it now?”

Gongsun Yaoye smiled at that.

The eye tags are very swollen and don’t look good.

“It’s okay because I will undergo a complete transformation when I reach the peak. And there is an elixir prepared in the family as well. “I don’t want to use the Seoncheonjingi without any countermeasures.”

“ah. I guess so. But if you keep it and use it later in an emergency-”

“no. “I can’t accept it.”

Then he held Cheong’s hand tightly and spoke seriously.

“I hope Sojeo Seomun gives his best in the finals.”

“If I spend my lifespan then how can I cut Ye?”

“Preface Sojeo. I was really looking forward to the BMU finals. I really wanted to share the sword with Seomun Soje with all my might. How I was looking forward to it. “Sojeo Seomun said he would look after it so I was angry.”

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“But how can you do that when you clearly know that you are putting your life at risk?”

Then Gongsun Yaoye looked straight into Qing’s eyes. Since I am a polite person who does not normally make eye contact I could feel that he was very sincere.

Of course the eyelids were red so the picture ended up being a bit subtle.

“Would you do that for me? Even though my life was short I think I lived for him. Please join me in one of the most anticipated moments of my life. yes?”

Cheong had no choice but to nod his head in response to that earnestness.

—-

Cheong is not from the central region.

He was also a person who suddenly found himself in an unfamiliar place after living in a world where the values ​​of the community known as his origins and roots were far below those of the individual.

So to Cheong Gongsun Yaoye’s outburst was nothing more than a sudden spurt.

But looking at it objectively Cheong was wrong.

It was a mistake that would have brought harsh nuclear retaliation to the point where Seomun Surin would have been in tears if she had heard this conversation.

What Cheong said was roughly as follows.

Why would you risk your life just for a secret service anyway?

Don’t think about wasting your precious life with tricks like that and I’ll lose instead.

But Gongsun Yaoye really risked his life.

All my past life and the same meaning of closing training were all preparations for such a time.

So the Qing ended up completely denying Gongsun Yaoye’s life.

Moreover it was an even more painful betrayal because he firmly believed and relied on Cheong as his only friend.

If it weren’t for a treasure worth a grand prize I would never have thought about Cheong’s sincerity.

It was such a painful and bitter betrayal.

But Cheong still doesn’t understand.

What on earth is a secretariat or even more fundamental than that what is a family?

Why on earth do you sacrifice your precious life for your family?

What is the family name in the first place?

Isn’t it necessary to have a family name for people? Why do people have to separate for the sake of the family?

Even if the Gongsun Gong family is in ruins or a ruined shanty town you don’t know.

They say that they are from a famous family and a great military family that everyone knows although they are not included in the top ten households in the central region.

Anyway that surname is officially called Gong but in reality everyone calls it Gongson unless there is an argument.

In fact this was the same even if it was a sect rather than a family so the fundamental thinking of the Qing itself was different from that of the people of the Central Plains.

And Cheong felt him keenly.

“I would say that Gongsun Soje showed great self-control in not drawing his sword. “Don’t say such rude things unless you’re trying to make enemies.”

“Cheong-ah was wrong this time. If you say that to a kid who is ready to fight with that much determination you’re making him a complete idiot. “I even tried so hard to fulfill my family’s long-cherished wish.”

“hmm. I haven’t seen much of Geomwoo but I’m disappointed. “Isn’t it worth considering lowering him from Geomwoo to Geomjiin?”

These were the reactions of Paeng Daesan and Dannanah Namgung Shinjae respectively.

I wondered if this was something they would be so angry about so I asked them and they all responded by asking why they were talking such bullshit.

But what about Geomjiin?

Honestly I have no idea.

I wonder if it was something to get so angry about.

If you really want your family’s long-cherished wish wouldn’t it be better to decorate it extravagantly and then give it to you naturally? For example you don’t have to use congenital diagnosis.

As an unmanned person?

What kind of job does a military officer do? How can I do my best as a military officer?

It is hostile to the government but it walks proudly on equal footing with the government which carries out business with a sword and uses force.

hmm. Isn’t this a cartel?

anyway.

Can I truly swing my sword in the finals?

Even though you know that this is obviously ruining your life?

What on earth does it mean to truly swing a sword in the first place?

Isn’t martial arts meant to cut down enemies in the first place?

So if it’s not a murderous sword to take a life if it’s not a life-or-death situation it’s sincere in the first place and it can’t come out.

A knife is for cutting.

Self-defense that protects me.

A barrier that protects the people I like.

A means of killing bad guys and giving pleasure.

But how can there be a sincere dance?

Is it sincere if you use a sword to determine victory or defeat? Would it be insincere if I said it was sparring without using vinegar?

It was a worry I had never faced before.

I also had concerns that I couldn’t find an answer to even if I thought about them.

However blue has some advantages.

It was a habit that I did not hesitate to ask others because I did not insist on knowing what I did not know on my own.

It’s also a big drawback so if there’s no one around to tell you you just pass it on and say you’ll ask later.

Then because you forget there is no progress due to ignorance.

Anyway Cheong asked.

“Master what is martial arts?”

“…? “Do you do that now?”

Seomunsu-rin was surprised.

Every warrior lives with his sword in his heart. Seomun Surin is a swordsman so he expresses himself with a sword but each person defines martial arts and forms it straight in the chest.

That is why each warrior takes up his or her sword and portrays the meaning of life to the world.

That’s why I’m saying my studies are uncredited.

Is this really a question that a master who has reached his peak late stage would ask?

It was a question that was long overdue as someone who couldn’t even draw his own sword straight wouldn’t dare cross the threshold of climax.

However it is truly fortunate and honorable to try to save it even if it is late.

And since Seomunsu-rin who was still very young was no different from a toddler walking around I wonder if it was too late.

This is Seomun Surin where the bean pods are slowly becoming thicker.

“Everyone’s martial arts skills are different so this teacher can’t force you to do anything. But what did the disciple practice martial arts for?”

Then Cheong pondered and answered.

“hmm. To live?”

Qing martial arts are a means to survive.

And that too was ongoing.

When I got to the latter part of the climax I was in the mood to become a master but for some reason the transcendent climax keeps popping up and the Hwakyung master also appears from time to time.

“okay. “They said he was from Ronin.”

Seomunsu-rin nodded at him.

“With a disciple like this it was natural that he would not rise to the level. “I am truly happy and fortunate that I have finally thought about it.”

“hmm. Is that really that important?”

“then. Not important. You need to clearly establish what martial arts is to you and why you hold and swing a sword. Even if you look straight at your goal isn’t it like walking down a difficult path with your eyes closed?”