Drug-Eating Genius Mage – 75
by Jessie@AFNCC
God in the hard disk (1)
[You don’t seem to be in a good mood.]
“what…..?”
[Was there anything you didn’t like during the operation?]
Lennok who was about to snort at Hina’s sudden words realized that he was actually getting a bit annoyed and kept his mouth shut.
I thought the aftermath of the battle had not yet subsided but this strange feeling contaminating my mind was a completely different type of excitement.
It wasn’t long before Lennok realized the reason and smiled bitterly.
“…I see.”
I don’t like it.
Those who live deeper than the gutter sucking the blood of human beings are people who love their fellow human beings and know how to grieve.
The fact that he was attempting terrorism against the city had feelings that even Lennoc could not easily have which was extremely annoying.
Perhaps Lennok himself is a more emotionally lacking person than those terrorists.
I was asking such meaningless questions without even realizing it.
The talent of Yeokcheon. Fame and ransom continue to rise. Partners at different levels.
But Lennok who stands in between is still walking alone with no one to lean on.
I try hard to suppress it but every time I walk on the border between life and death after a battle like this I have no choice but to mock myself.
The coolness and composure given to him now might just be a handle created by Lennok to wield the blade of talent.
“……”
The thought has been long but there is still no conclusion.
Let’s stop talking about our own identity or self-actualization.
The answer is not in useless thoughts and anguish but exists beyond the secrets of this world.
For that purpose I wasn’t chasing the traces of the mainstream without even being sure if it existed.
Lennok slowly stood up as he watched the truck speeding past the distant horizon kicking up sand dust.
The scorching heat of the desert is fading away and the sun is setting.
This is how the day came to an end again.
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