Chapter 118 Mothers and Daughters

Cheng Li hugged the shark pillow, frantically hitting the bed board, the teenage girl why head strong bed ear.

Ah, stupid, stupid.

I can’t believe I took it upon myself to send my brother away, push him away, and unlock the door.

But if you don’t, it will change more in the future, right?

Must trigger that key event again, or else with his brother’s dead brain, the sibling relationship will never get any further.

Xu Juan, this woman, will she appear again?

Even if she shows up, there’s no way that thing is going to happen again, right?

After all, my brother isn’t the same brother he used to be.

It was a small wish at first, as long as my brother would always be by my side.

But then she was greedy, unsatisfied, wanting more and more, or perhaps afraid of losing again.

If only I could be reborn to that thunderstorm day, it would be good to directly make rice and let my brother take the responsibility properly, his waist is pinched off and he still wants to run.

In his previous life, after his mom and dad divorced, Cheng Li still used to run over to the old mansion, trying to make his brother, who had sunk and fallen and was devastated, pull himself together and return to the prodigal son.

Constant lecturing and reasoning, but my brother didn’t listen to a word.

Presumably, when her brother got tired of it, or maybe he was trying to make himself hate him, he would push her away roughly and say with a scowl, “You don’t have to come back over here and waste your time!”

“We don’t have anything to do with each other anymore.”

“Be good to your family.”

“Aren’t you my family?” Cheng Li said with a smile.

My brother couldn’t talk her out of it every time and turned his head in anger and ran away.

When her brother pushed her away, he occasionally touched a breast by mistake.

“Brother, I’ve grown up.”

My brother would grab his hand with a remorseful look on his face as he tried to pinch it off.

Shy, shy.

It was a sweltering, breathless summer day, with muffled thunder rolling and pouring rain.

The roof would leak in the old mansion holding all kinds of dishware to catch the rain, and the whole house was filled with the sound of ticking rain.

It’s great that my brother is home, and it’s not uncommon for me to come over and pounce.

It’s pouring with rain today, so my brother can’t run away for sure.

Cheng Li put away his umbrella and went inside, his skirt was mostly wet.

Everything seemed to be the same as usual, but that wasn’t how his brother felt, he wanted to cut things off and completely make himself hate him.

Pushed down, breasts rubbed, skirt lifted, just a final push.

Head spinning and totally confused as to what to do.

Cheng Li was not ignorant of the affairs of men and women, so he naturally knew what that kind of thing meant, something that could only be done between people who liked each other.

and brother’s words, not annoying, if only it could be a little more gentle, the arm is pinched red.

But the brother didn’t make it to the end, ran, ran again, and actually wimped out.

Leaving her alone, no, Xu Juan, that trippy girl who came out of nowhere, should be there too.

After getting sick with a fever because he took a cold shower, causing his parents to fight, and then their divorce, his brother gave himself up.

Cheng Li in the beginning was there to blame the reason on themselves, want to make amends to their brother, trying to get mom and dad remarried, and I do not know when it began to change flavor, is that from that day onwards?

What Cheng Ming did did not scare Cheng Li off, but instead opened up a new idea for her.

Just do it and you’ll be with your brother forever, right? Sick and monstrous thoughts began to sprout.

Cheng Li continued to travel to the old mansion, but it was really far, she had to walk for a long time every time if she didn’t know how to ride a bicycle.

It was a few days before the summer vacation was about to end, Cheng Li went to the old mansion with his unfinished summer homework and saw his disheveled brother and Xu Juan lying on the bed.

Cheng Li subconsciously turned her head and ran, this was the first time she had ever run away, falling away in a sorry state like a loser.

This must be a ploy and a trick of my brother’s, a phallic scheme to make himself hate him.

She shouldn’t have run herself, eyeing them to see if they had the guts to deepen their feelings in front of her.

I don’t know if they were acting or faking or if they were planning to do it in the first place.

Do it, absolutely do it, and see it through to the end.

Cheng Li for this depressed for a period of time, to drum up the courage to go to the old house again has been the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday, took the moon cakes and pomelo to go, but there is no one in the old house.

Xu Juan isn’t there, neither is her brother, nor her father, nor Xu Juan’s mom, where is everyone?

Did they leave the city together?

She and her mom were completely abandoned?

But the stuff is all still there and it doesn’t look like it left.

Cheng Li skipped class the next day and went to the old mansion to squat.

Whether the gate has a lock or not is just for show, anyway, the dog hole is randomly drilled, there is nothing of value inside.

The mooncakes are gone, and all that’s left of the grapefruit is the peel, which sits in the sun on the window, and it’s all been eaten.

I don’t think it’s gone, is it? That’s not enough evidence. You don’t leave until you see someone.

At noon, still no one came back, Cheng Li panicked again, continue to wait, and do not know when to pass out from hunger.

It was only at night that I was shaken awake by my brother.

“I don’t suppose you didn’t go to class today?”

“Haven’t eaten all day?”

“What’s so great about this place anyway, running this way every day.”

Too hungry to see, too thirsty to speak.

Brother, Brother ……

Cheng Li could only hug Cheng Ming and let out weak murmurs.

We had dinner together after a long time, over instant noodles, and the events of that day were avoided, as if everything was back before Mom and Dad’s divorce.

“Are you full? I’ll send you back when you’re full.”

“Uh-huh.”

Midway through the walk, Cheng Li had some foot pain, Cheng Ming squatted down and said, “Tired? Let me carry you.”

“Brother ……”

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing, just wanted to call you.”

“It always feels like you’ve changed so much, brother.”

“A lot of things have happened lately, you need to study hard and get into a good high school, I’m preparing for the college entrance exams from now on, I don’t know if it’s too late or not, I’ve been doing all the assholes I can.”

Did you make your brother change?

Is it Xu Juan? Or someone else?

Sent downstairs, Cheng Li asked, “It’s rare to come back once, don’t you want to go in and sit down?”

“We’ll talk about it after I get into college, go back soon and don’t let mom worry too much.”

Cheng Li didn’t see Cheng Ming when she went to the old mansion again on weekends thereafter, and she didn’t know at this point that Cheng Ming was actually staying at Zhao Ren’s house.

Xu Juan and her mom did disappear into the city, like a flash in the pan, bursting into their lives and leaving suddenly.

Cheng Li thought he had to get into a good high school before his brother would see her, studied hard to get into a high school, endured a whole year.

But the brother was a liar, a big liar, and never came back after that, not even to the city.

Cheng Li still learned about her brother’s recent situation from Zhao Ren, which was also her biggest gain from getting into the first middle school.

The fact that Jo Rei had an older brother who was in jail for murder had been talked about since the day she started school.

Cheng Li inquired and realized that her brother is Zhao Lei, she has met a few times, her brother’s friend and the one who brought down her brother.

A foxy friend of her brother’s, at least in her eyes.

Zhao Ren was too guarded to be approached.

Cheng Li was only accepted after she said she was Cheng Ming’s sister.

But caring wasn’t much better, and when you ran into each other at school, you’d at best give eye contact.

Zhao Ren knew she had a bad reputation and didn’t want to affect Cheng Li.

And there is a thorn in the heart of Cheng Li is very difficult to sincerely accept her, on the other hand, also afraid of their own social circle suffered criticism.

Maybe she should have fought tooth and nail to become good friends with Cho Rei.

But she wasn’t as brave as she thought she was, especially after not having her brother around.

Zhao Ren likewise didn’t come back to the city after graduating from high school.

But Cheng Li exchanged contact information with her before she graduated and kept in touch off and on.

I learned that my brother had been sending her money for her living expenses, and I also found out from her how his career was going.

The college she was attending was undoubtedly the city her brother was in, but unfortunately she knew it was too late for that.

There is no goal of Cheng Li has long been no learning vigor and drive, the only one in Nanming City, the only local two universities to study, is a shame of a middle school.

And then I didn’t realize until later that a lot of things happened that summer.

Something happened at Sister Jingyi’s house, no wonder Mom is often not at home, and I didn’t see Dad when I went over to the old mansion.

But they ended up not being able to keep Uncle Lin out of jail.

Even if he knew which city his brother was in, Cheng Li didn’t take the initiative to find him, and the emotion of being afraid of being an extra person was there, right?

Cheng Li just accompanied his mom here and waited and waited.

It wasn’t until my brother’s blind date with Sister Jingyi that I finally, finally met my brother.

Thinking about how to finish what I didn’t finish at the time with my brother, should I do it before my brother’s wedding with Sister Jingyi?

She’s wearing a bridesmaid’s wedding dress and toughing out her brother’s words, which should be pretty good, right?

I had forgotten when I lost consciousness when I grabbed my brother in the cafe with Sister Jingyi.

I was so excited that I didn’t sleep for two nights because my brother was coming back.

When he regained consciousness again, Cheng Li had a splitting headache and wanted to recall the events of the party, but his memories had a strong sense of being cut apart after the distortion of time and space, completely fragmented and scattered like a jigsaw puzzle.

Cheng Li opened his eyes and could not see the scenery in front of him, as if it was covered with a layer of gray shade, all mosaic.

How long have I been asleep? It’s not possible that my brother and Sister Jingyi have already gotten a license and gotten married, right?

There seems to be plans for a wedding to wash down both families.

Blurry vision gradually cleared, the ceiling in the house looked a lot newer, it was because my brother was coming back and cleaning up big time, right?

Cheng Li held his hand to shield his eyes and suddenly realized something was wrong.

“My arms are so thin and my hands are so small? Am I dreaming?”

Cheng Li pulled his cheeks hard.

“It hurts, it doesn’t seem to be a dream, what month and year is today, calendar calendar calendar.”

“Sure enough, the days I took off from work with a fever from cold showers, Mom and Dad would be fighting tonight, and my brother would go out to talk it out, and then leave the house and stay out all night.”

Tonight I must grab my brother’s hand and never let it go again.

I met my brother at lunchtime and had a great time, ate the instant noodles he cooked together and took a nap together.

In the evening, moodily waiting for him to come home in front of the house, why is he still not home, is he going to fool around somewhere?

Surprisingly, her brother didn’t run, didn’t walk away, but hugged himself tightly, hating the force that melted into her.

So like it, so like the feeling.

Obviously she hadn’t done anything, and she hadn’t said anything suggestive to her brother, so why had history changed?

Just as Cheng Li was confused, thinking where it changed the world line.

Cheng Ming knocked up the code, and in this instant, Cheng Li all understood that his brother was also a reborn person.

Now immediately and immediately I want to tell my brother that I am also born again, let’s create a better future together.

Ah, no, no.

Cheng Li quickly calmed down again, what if his brother was scared away again?

Cheng Li knew very well that a large part of the reason why his brother didn’t come back and avoided himself was because of what happened back then.

Now that that incident hasn’t happened yet, naturally, my brother won’t run.

It wasn’t as if he volunteered to say it and his brother would finish what he hadn’t done at the time with himself, and he could still be as pouty as he wanted without saying it.

Not to mention the fact that the body is so young that it hasn’t grown much despite years later is all.

Cheng Li had thought it would be hard for her, an old aunt, to pretend to be a child, but she hadn’t expected it to be extraordinarily easy, and perhaps her time was stuck in that summer forever.

Until now, the rusty gears have turned slowly.

On the premise of not being discovered by his brother, secretly supporting his brother, I guess, thought so, but Cheng Li realized that there was nothing he could do.

What about a wasted reborn like her who only eats, drinks and has fun.

At most, she would say something bad about Ye Bin Song to her mother, the words that her mother had once cried to her on countless nights back to her mother.

Learned that financial knowledge has long been thrown into the garbage can, do not come in handy, but because of the work of the stock market market, but that is also a few years later.

With her brother around and Dad’s company still in good hands, it didn’t seem her turn to worry about money.

Cheng Li was at the same time paying attention to whether there were any other reborns other than their siblings around them, and the most suspicious was definitely Sister Jing Yi.

Before losing consciousness, the three were together, and whatever unknown situation occurred, the likelihood of the three encountering it together was the greatest.

Then there’s the fact that she’s actually coming to their house to spend the night, something that never happened in her previous life, and is happening more and more often.

But observing it, I didn’t find much unusual about her, probably because Sister Jingyi was pretending just as well as she was.

But it can’t be ruled out that brother, the pig-headed one, thinks that this Jingyi sister is going to marry herself in fifteen years.

Just assume she’s liked her for fifteen years and foolishly bring her home.

The other people are out of options to choose you know ah, no girl will wait for you for fifteen years ah.

Uh–

It seems to be true, and more than that.

Excluding myself first, if there wasn’t that blind date, I’m afraid my brother would have lived with Zhao Ren for that lifetime.

Mom and Dad’s divorce was expected by Cheng Li, as she learned from her mom about Xu Juan’s mother’s relationship with her dad.

If Cheng Li goes to work, it’s not entirely impossible to stop this divorce.

Even if you don’t go to the heart of the matter and just cry “I don’t want mom and dad to separate” you can keep it up for a while longer.

Or even longer, after all, Dad’s company didn’t go bankrupt, so there’s no pressure to have to get a divorce.

By the time neither is that fit and strong, maybe there will be no thought of divorce and make do with growing old together.

But Cheng Li didn’t do it, both for the reason that a forcibly bonded marriage would only cause both parties to suffer and be miserable, and also for selfish reasons.

Because she and her brother were the ones who needed more free space and time, and they certainly couldn’t do that sort of thing under Mom and Dad’s watch.

But with two homes there is a wide range of activities.

Is my brother sleeping in the hotel now, or waiting in front of the house, or has he gone to Mingxi Village?

It can’t be, how can you live in that mansion if it hasn’t been cleaned, but in my previous life I lived in it in a hurry.

不不不，手头有钱没必要委屈自己吧？

It’s hard to say. Is it possible that brother is sleeping with Zhao Ren in his arms right now?

Brother couldn’t be more perverted than to lay hands on a child that young, simply by hugging, just hugging wouldn’t do.

Cheng Li held his head in his hands, his brain trembling.

I can’t get away from you anymore. It’s only been one night, what are we going to do from now on?

Cheng Li’s legs clamped down on the shark pillow, visualizing it as his brother, and rubbed it twice.

Isn’t it bad to feel like a schoolboy?

But she’s a twenty-seven year old aunt.

It’s normal to have this physical need, right? It’s not normal not to have it.

But my brother slept late again every time, so I could only rub a few times when he didn’t get up, and I didn’t dare to push too hard.

It would have been nice to just be treated as a colorful elementary school student, just in case my brother found out that he was also a reborn.

Mom and Dad divorced but seemed so calm and took the initiative to kick him out, will my brother have realized ah, what if he doesn’t come back?

But my brother’s code is on the computer. There’s no way he won’t come back.

The future, what to do about it.

A small body has many inconveniences, but if you really grow up, you won’t be able to get along with your brother so naturally.

As an adult, there was certainly a selfish side to wanting to monopolize her brother. But she also knew that her brother’s goals and ambitions were not small, and it would not be a good influence if a sibling scandal broke out.

She couldn’t end up with the two of them in exile, even if her brother was willing, she couldn’t bear it in her heart.

But how to lure your brother to do the finished or unfinished business is all eights and sevens, and it’s too soon to consider the implications of the scandal.

So a shield, or vase sister-in-law is needed to block in front, how can we say that the Cheng family can’t be extinct.

But wouldn’t someone helping his brother with his physical needs be even less likely to feel anything for himself?

The premise of having a sister-in-law is that her brother is milked to the last drop by her, and her sister-in-law doesn’t even get to have soup, except for that one time when she was pregnant.

If you’re a brother, one shot is enough, right?

Lily’s inclined sister-in-law and brother in law faking a marriage is a brilliant plan, but the candidate is hard to find.

Wouldn’t it be bad if both yuri girls fell in love with brother, turning it into a buy one get one free, after all, brother is so good.

Let the brother turn into a scumbag, eat more women, and eventually even his sister.

But isn’t that putting a female hat on your head? Kill the enemy a thousand times and lose eight hundred, the next best thing.

Maybe she’d eaten her fill and let her sister go, and the world was complete with only her hurting.

But there was one thing that Cheng Li really wanted to do, to let Xu Juan see her and her brother lying on the bed unclothed.

Revenge for what you did in the first place, see if you have any expression other than a cold face?

“Eh heh heh ……”

Cheng Li revealed a smug demented smile, she was already looking forward to Xu Juan’s appearance, where she fell down she had to get up.

Knock, knock–

A sudden knock on the door pulled Cheng Li back from his long thoughts.

“Lai, asleep?” Li Ying, who was hugging a pillow, asked.

“Not yet.”

“Then let’s mother and daughter sleep together after a long time.”

“Good.”

Cheng Li flattened the sheets, then threw the pillow aside and threw herself into her mother’s arms, rubbing her cheek affectionately.

Li Ying put her arms around Cheng Li and said, “I’m sorry, I divorced your father and didn’t consider your feelings.”

“Mommy wasn’t wrong, and Daddy wasn’t wrong.”

“Really? None of it is wrong, Ri has grown up too, and will say such marvelous things.”

Yes, no one is wrong.

I’m the one who should be saying sorry.

I’m sorry, Mom. I’m hopelessly in love with someone I shouldn’t be.

In this life, there’s no way to be by your side all the time. I’m an unfilial daughter.

Mom’s going to be lonely on her own, isn’t she?

How about hiring a maid to take care of mom, but she’s not old enough to do that, and she’d be angry if she hired someone to take care of her instead.

Let mom adopt a daughter, no, she will become prey to her brother, who is a sister shark hand.

Even if they are kindergarten kids, won’t they be youthful and beautiful college students in another 15 years?

Instead, she’s an old aunt.

Who does the brother love more can be imagined, even if it can not go further, but also can not fall out of favor to drive backwards.

Ah, what on earth to do about it.

A daughter-in-law for mom?

Turned around and came back.